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Trauma

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1.
Forsaken 04:34
Obsequious intruder You will never know how much chaos you are causing all around the fucking world Why are you so blind to the ignorance of those that you insist on pandering? Can you not see that you're awakening the Kraken? This is not something that can easily be undone Leeching for fucking power Shame bestowed on the host invasive insecurity Shame bestowed Blame still sits with the indifferent maggots Truly despicable sycophants you are Impersonating opinions with fervour You have disrespected everything that fucking matters Leeching for power at the hands of the forsaken Never ending echo chamber of obscenity If this is not the truth. Why have you forsaken me? Shame bestowed on the host invasive insecurity Blame still fits the maggots Be cautious of those who adulate The rasher the target the easier it is to lay it on Stupidity rampant, boasting idiocracy. Never ending echo chamber of obscenity Seizing the sweet underlings with contempt Their lies never end How do they justify their pervasive corruption? Rolling in their graves founding fathers' legacy stained Shame bestowed on the host invasive insecurity Shame bestowed Blame still sits with the indifferent maggots You will never know how much chaos you are causing all around the fucking world Why are you so blind to the ignorance of those that you insist on pandering? Leeching for fucking power
2.
Claspers 03:59
I've heard them fucking say to me there's no way I'll ever get them changed I've heard them say to me Planting the seed in you it's sown You think it's seeding but you've got the seedlings upside down How's that working out for you? Look around you're all just lying or living like you're dead Listen to me now I'll never let you get away this I promise My blood is boiling You'll obey my will now Now listen up So many love but then they run Nobody knew They've had their time in the castle but now it's time they go This is our new decree Reprieve? You'll never see my knife going in this deep Why can't you see the truth? Why's it so hard for you It's time to believe something else They've had their dreams Your forgiveness They'll see me coming You know what you don't know, do you know what you do know Because I know what I know and know I I'm fucking clean Your claspers getting deeper in me I won't let you control me You have no control of me Sycophants
3.
Dissociate 05:34
Complete isolation Enduring unspeakable things and looking for a way to end this hell Her mangled frame lies dormant as her mind begins to leave The only way to manifest a glimpse of reprieve So detached from her body that her mind began to splinter Creating new personas out of her void The child The widow And the brute Here to split the burden of pain Her mind was free But not her body Not her body Get Out? You can't You have lost you way and you can never go back For you it means another sunrise And I hope it was fucking worth it Knowing what the day will bring For survival there's no other choice to end the suffering If only for a little while to split the burden of pain The only thing that you now fear is time itself and what it means For survival there's no other choice to end the suffering Isolation is all that's left Isolation is all that remains We will never forgive How can we? And we can never forget Enduring unspeakable things and looking for a way to end this hell Her mangled frame lies dormant as her mind begins to leave The only way to manifest a glimpse of reprieve So detached from her body that her mind began to splinter Creating new personas out of her void The child The widow And the brute Here to split the burden of pain
4.
The only way there is to slay it Accept what has happened and move on But yet you can't seem to conjure the willpower needed to make it happen Moments of truth descend upon you with the stench of urgency Precipitation from within makes it impossible to hide the fact that you lied I don't know what's happening I can't control anything My fear is turning to hate I don't want to face this moment alone all by myself Face to face with the tormentor Resistance gives it its power Acceptance is the only way Relentless agony persisting everyday Invisible tormentor clawing and fighting everyday Just to get a glimpse of the light Moments of truth descend upon you with the stench of urgency Precipitation from within makes it impossible to hide the fact that you lied I don't know what's happening I can't control anything My fear is turning to hate The only way there is to slay it Accept what has happened and move on But yet you can't seem to conjure the willpower needed to make it happen Hate will shape the course of your destiny
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In all of my life I've never seen anything like this When I walk amongst the streets and observe the pitiful horde ignoring the instructions To stay home and be safer Far enough never to catch it don't let the droplets in you we can't afford to spread this Plague around We have never seen anything like this there is no precedent for what people are Witnessing they are losing their beloved ones This is never ending When will this ever stop? We just want our lives back We will need to find a way through if we're going to survive in these dangerous times No time for their lies are they out of their minds 'cause they're causing more death with Their incompetence Get away from me I don't trust anyone Immunomodulation by human intervention In the end they can't contain infection rates from increasing and if you don't convince These fools they'll fucking kill themselves the fools Don't let yourself become disengaged When I walk amongst the streets and observe the pitiful horde ignoring the instructions To stay home and be safer Far enough never to catch it don't let the droplets in you we can't afford to spread this Plague around We have never seen anything like this there is no precedent for what people are Witnessing they are losing their beloved ones Losing their fucking children Get away from me I don't trust anyone Immunomodulation by human intervention In the end they can't contain infection rates from increasing and if you don't convince These fools they'll fucking kill themselves the fools Don't let yourself become disengaged
6.
Trauma 04:01
We all have a memory that we can never forget It hurt so fucking deep we can still fucking feel it Anything that reminds you of it results in panic Fire in all of your senses Seared into your memory Fire in all of your senses Seared into your memory And it's not over yet You weren't prepared Caught unaware Out of the blue overpowering you Frozen in place such easy prey You want to fight back You try to fight back But you're just no match for them You can't forget what they did It's your curse Now you have overwhelming fear You can't even leave your house You live life in disbelief You don't even trust yourself Fire in all of your senses Seared, into your memory Fire in all of your senses Seared into your memory We all have a memory that we can never forget It hurt so fucking deep we can still fucking feel it Anything that reminds you of it results in panic They will never forget What they did to you that night Life will be affected Until the day that you die Soulless demons scorn our story Etched out since they touched me They would sell your soul Good as dead
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Remnants 04:01
Can you see the eyes of the innocent? Behind closed doors with fear ever present No escape from the devastation Corrupting Civilization Below the surface Are Remnants of Resentment Remnants of the past gathering momentum How much longer can they stay submersed The time will come when the banks will burst Fire rises to meet you From the confines of decades of pain Built into hate as the ego conspires To exact revenge at the opportune time The Fire rises to meet you From the confines of decades of rage No hope Go home Just before they hurt me Just before they kill me Can you see the eyes of the innocent? Behind closed doors with fear never ending No escape the devastation Corrupting Civilization Below the surface Are Remnants of Resentment Remnants of the past gathering momentum How much longer can they stay submersed The time will come when the banks will burst Fire rises to meet you From the confines of decades of pain
8.
Step into the chamber ready for judgement At the hands of the twelve that determine your fate Don't lie to the jury Don't try to find the answer entwined in the boiler Cooking all your stories served cold like revenge The knife cuts so much deeper Don't lie to the jury Don't lie to the jury Haven't you heard the legend of old that when you have wronged a man with your word With the wind your lies will grow, out of control They changed you They hurt you Swooping like crows they come for your eyes You cannot see now You cannot see through the two-sided glass They changed you They hurt you We'll find them We'll judge them Into the pit of deception where it all began Smoke and mirrors will cloud up your faulty judgement Forcing you into a corner back against the wall No telling where the attack is going to come from Swooping like crows they come for your eyes You cannot see through the two-sided glass The mask you wear covers your lie Your lies they grow out of control Don't lie to the jury Cooking all your stories served cold like revenge The knife cuts so much deeper
9.
Falsifier 04:53
I don't know which way to go What is up what is down? This is the last time you wear my crown This will be your final plea I know what's going on in your head I know what's going on in your mind I know why you still suffer every fucking day your lost Don't fucking lie to my face I know you know what I'm saying And you've heard the fucking truth But you didn't t change course, you just turned a blind eye and you never want to look me in the face 'cause you know that you've never heard the old man say that we're square How did you think this could last forever? After everything you had to hide from me you bastard No you're fucking lying to yourself You're fucking showing me your deck A fucking lie upon your face I see through you Your story's false You tried to play on my fears, but I won't let you win, Fucking sycophants I've lost my inhibitions Face your fears and look into the night Your rules are on display and it's like treason for me There's nothing on your plate but fear I see through you Just let me say this I've bled for you before But never chasing fools You'll never have it all You'll have revulsion for me I will count my blessings from the depths of my broken heart The lie you keep pushing, The cloud of filth is choking me What is true for you, is not true for me Did you think this could last forever? Chasing other fools, you'll never have it all You have none To me it seems like you don't know what I'm saying Do you hope that it does get dark inside you AWOL darling? I won't let you wear me down How did you think this could last forever? After everything you've had to hide from me you bastard No you're fucking lying to yourself You're fucking showing me your deck A fucking lie upon your face I see through you, your story's false You tried to play on my fears, but I won't let you win Fucking sycophants I've lost my inhibitions
10.
Sapiens 04:34
Sapiens are self-consuming Blundering fools obsessed with their reflections Living in a vacuum Addicted to a fallacy Filthy scavenging thieving brutes Unfit for mercy and stained with entitlement Lazy unwilling to change their behaviour Through their deduction they misplace their confidence Disregarding logic in favour of greed All of their actions converge to lay The foundation of lies that will collapse on them one day Sapiens are self-consuming Blundering fools obsessed with their reflections Living in a vacuum Addicted to a fallacy Living in a vacuum Addicted to a fallacy From a self-inflicted fate Consumed with inadequacy A self-consuming plague Once an adaptable unyielding force Now an intelligence divorced from purpose Existing on a decimated plane of existence Stripped of morality and filled with explanations Disregarding logic in favour of greed All of their actions converge to lay The foundation of lies that will collapse on them one day Sapiens are self-consuming Blundering fools obsessed with their reflections Living in a vacuum Addicted to a fallacy Living in a vacuum Addicted to a fallacy Once an adaptable unyielding force All of their actions converge to lay The foundation of lies that will collapse on them one day
11.
To live with this lie is just pain Now is the time to deny the truth You won't have an answer to the onslaught of decay Time to protect your own Patience it was the key, you stumble before me, it's already too late Now can you see from afar as they all run? That you can't play with me You've never seen suffering 'til you've been to Places that have glass walls What you say to me doesn't matter Regurgitated words You live a lie just to hold on to power It's time for reckoning You thought this day would never come So sweet to see you reveling But it won't change your fate The onslaught of decay So now you're coming out and raising your voice Do you think anything will come of your ploy? I don't even care, about you and your beliefs To live with this lie is just pain Now is the time, to deny, the truth You won't have an answer to the onslaught of decay Time to protect your own

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released July 28, 2022

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